I just wanted to write something... Missed church today... Feeling super empty...

I FEEL BLANK!!!!

I'm kinda restless now... I don't think I'll be fine... I feel so tired too... Does that make sense? Restless yet tired? Haha... I don't even have the energy to be funny...

Anyway, I want to share my feelings to you... It's not really bad... It's just like being away from someone...

Have you ever felt like you betrayed someone you love?
Have you ever felt like it's been so long since you talked with your parents?
Have you ever felt like your parents are giving you everything they can but you don't seem to notice it?
Have you ever felt so alone... even when there are people who love you surrounds you?

These are what I feel right now... It's not really about my parents... but, kinda... I don't seem to recognize how much they love me 'til today. I don't seem to feel the love around me 'til today. Wanna know why? It's because I've missed church... Suppossedly, a Christian is not measured by his/her attendace in church... But, right now, it's the only thing keeping me attached to God... I am pushing myself away from Him... I don't know why... I'm not really sure if it's me who's pushing or if it's the world thats pulling me... Good thing I have friends who know me... and knows what I should do... Thank You, GOD!!

I'm now feeling so empty... like a glass with no liquid in it... Just air... Invisible, tasteless air.

That's it... Just wanted to share my feeling to you...